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.Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' 8:44 PM Y
okay well ,
let's start from yesterday nite ..
was chatting on msn didn't really feel any happier ..
felt alittle moody cause of some messages , and was distrupting my pleseant sleep .
Woke up in the evening saw the message and was really very eff-up .. so i decided to reply .
yes i did replied and the fellow replied but i deleted the following messages i received .
Later i was then mood-less .. didn't feel good .. wanted to do some blad-ing exercise but mummiiie stopped me by texting some messages .. later , saw fiona online then i chat with her .. and soon after i wanted to say something to her she say she gtg so i ask if she could chat on the phone she say okay we then conference with carmen tong , junwei , fiona , amanda and myself .. not long junwei phon-ed up timothy to call saying i was the one who ask-ed -.- which is actually not but i yeah i wanted =) so he called .. so we chat .. suddenly "he" said something .. i was then shocked .. but i didnt heard carefully or something .. i was then suddenly so mood-less .. then i told them i go get a bath so youur chat first .. but actually i was stoning on one corner thinking and without me noe-ing i was tearing away .. later i was afraid that they thought something so i quickly wipe of those tears which are flowing rom my eyes and said a "hello" on the phone .. and i was rather sad cos "he" alr put down the phone .. so i was like haiz forget it nevermind .. later junwei they all put down so i hung the phone too . later i was like stoning one corner tearing .. thinking and thinking so i shut the comp and waited about 1 hr for my family members to sleep soundly before i went out of my room and immediately i started tearing even badly so i took tissue paper to wipe my tear off and rush to my room using my pillow to cover my face .. but i wet the pillow .. at around 3.30am i was still rolling around on my bed thinking i message mummiie she no reply so i decided not to wait .. and went out of my room and peer down the window . Suddenly i got this thought of just closing my eyes and just fall all the way down to the ground .. and i was thinking about those knives it the kitchen .. so i just went to my room and locked the door so i was inside the room only .. at about 5am i finally stopped tearing and found myself having a high fever and a bad headache so i lied on my bed hoping that darkness would arrives and i would be soundly asleep .. but it didn't happened the headache was even worse so i woke up but found and did not realise that my family wasn't at home so i used the comp .. alright i shall end here i dont want to continue anymore it really hurts me badly ..






right now im just hoping youu can take me away from here .. i love youu

loved







Emo Me;Y

strictly no rippers and spammers allowed.
do enjoy your stay and leave a little tag - your wish.
thank you. =)
KAIYUN Kaiyun
I blow my candles on 25 November.
Hyper 13.
single/attached
NBSS


DesiresY

=)last for1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,forever:D
=)buy a new badminton racket - nano speed 7700
=)get a new handphone
=)maintain in the express stream until sec 4
=)get into JC - AJC/YJC
=)everlasting money
=)last with him for eternity:D

Judge MeY

cbox/flashbox/haloscan



i just love him the way he is :D <body>
.Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' 8:44 PM Y
okay well ,
let's start from yesterday nite ..
was chatting on msn didn't really feel any happier ..
felt alittle moody cause of some messages , and was distrupting my pleseant sleep .
Woke up in the evening saw the message and was really very eff-up .. so i decided to reply .
yes i did replied and the fellow replied but i deleted the following messages i received .
Later i was then mood-less .. didn't feel good .. wanted to do some blad-ing exercise but mummiiie stopped me by texting some messages .. later , saw fiona online then i chat with her .. and soon after i wanted to say something to her she say she gtg so i ask if she could chat on the phone she say okay we then conference with carmen tong , junwei , fiona , amanda and myself .. not long junwei phon-ed up timothy to call saying i was the one who ask-ed -.- which is actually not but i yeah i wanted =) so he called .. so we chat .. suddenly "he" said something .. i was then shocked .. but i didnt heard carefully or something .. i was then suddenly so mood-less .. then i told them i go get a bath so youur chat first .. but actually i was stoning on one corner thinking and without me noe-ing i was tearing away .. later i was afraid that they thought something so i quickly wipe of those tears which are flowing rom my eyes and said a "hello" on the phone .. and i was rather sad cos "he" alr put down the phone .. so i was like haiz forget it nevermind .. later junwei they all put down so i hung the phone too . later i was like stoning one corner tearing .. thinking and thinking so i shut the comp and waited about 1 hr for my family members to sleep soundly before i went out of my room and immediately i started tearing even badly so i took tissue paper to wipe my tear off and rush to my room using my pillow to cover my face .. but i wet the pillow .. at around 3.30am i was still rolling around on my bed thinking i message mummiie she no reply so i decided not to wait .. and went out of my room and peer down the window . Suddenly i got this thought of just closing my eyes and just fall all the way down to the ground .. and i was thinking about those knives it the kitchen .. so i just went to my room and locked the door so i was inside the room only .. at about 5am i finally stopped tearing and found myself having a high fever and a bad headache so i lied on my bed hoping that darkness would arrives and i would be soundly asleep .. but it didn't happened the headache was even worse so i woke up but found and did not realise that my family wasn't at home so i used the comp .. alright i shall end here i dont want to continue anymore it really hurts me badly ..






right now im just hoping youu can take me away from here .. i love youu

loved







Emo Me;Y

strictly no rippers and spammers allowed.
do enjoy your stay and leave a little tag - your wish.
thank you. =)
KAIYUN Kaiyun
I blow my candles on 25 November.
Hyper 13.
single/attached
NBSS


DesiresY

=)last for1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,forever:D
=)buy a new badminton racket - nano speed 7700
=)get a new handphone
=)maintain in the express stream until sec 4
=)get into JC - AJC/YJC
=)everlasting money
=)last with him for eternity:D

ExitsY

JINGWEN
QIANHUA
AARON
BELLE
JIAYUN
BINGHAN
RENGIE
NICHOLAS
ANGIE
CHERLY
BOONTIEN
AISHWARYA
GODWIN
JASMINE
MusicY

CLAPSY


base codes; x
don't remove, thanks.